KSIxMissVixen

@KSI UppishB592 
Award - Outstanding Service 1
Reasoning - When I first joined KSI, it’s not hard for me to say that I had a rough start. After everything was said and done, I had no one and it seemed like my time in KSI had come to an end. With most people thinking one way of me,Uppish was never swayed by the opinions of others and chose to get to know me himself.
As I sit here writing this, with a heavy heart filled with love and respect for this man and tears in my eyes thinking of his impact on my life as a mentor. I couldn’t be happier and proud to say that he is the reason I stayed in KSI. Him giving me a chance and taking me in when it felt like no one else wanted me around was a gift all on its own. He made my decision to stay all worth while in the end.
After some time has passed, it’s safe for me to say I have made the best of memories, the most worth while of lessons that I couldn’t learn on my own and friends I could call family.
Through his mindset  ,cheerfulness, and sense of leadership he was able to give me a second chance. He never gave up on me even though the entire time I was ready to give up on myself. To Uppish I will be  eternally  grateful for all that he has given me and even more grateful for the lessons, friends, and memories yet to come.
He has done so much for me, I was just a small part of KSI and if he was able to put that much effort into one person, I can’t imagine the amount of effort he puts into everything else, not just in KSI.

I've been working on this post bit-by-bit that past 3 days trying not to tear up when I think back on my time here ni Hellborn. But I just wanted to post this here, in our Forums Squad Chat, and impart some stories and a bit of KSI wisdom to all of you, as your General and the longest standing member of this incredible squad. 
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So, I just passed my 1 year mark of being a General here in Hellborn DM, I was first promoted on 9.8.19. Honestly, there are times I wish I could keep moving up and help on a Divisional Level. But there's also a huge part of me that never actually wants to leave Hellborn because of all the friendships I've made here. You guys have helped me transform Hellborn from the squad that was known as the "problem child" and the "toxic squad," into a squad that's anything but that. Make no mistake, we get rowdy and loud at times. But we have found where the line in the sand is and we don't cross it. Hellborn is first and foremost, my home and our squad. It only works if we make it.
 
For those of you who don't know, I actually transferred to Hellborn from Venom DM where I was originally recruited and had made it to Captain. When I was offered the business transfer I was very hesitant. At the time Venom was my home and I had a good group of players that I'd recruited and gamed with daily. But I spent some time with Hellborn and decided to take the transfer. In the first 4-6 weeks we had 4 officers step down for various reasons (one of whom ended up as a General of Cruelty btw). It felt like everything was crumbling down and Hellborn might get closed as a squad. We had to kick it into high gear. So my Gen at that time and I spent about a month hosting 3 gamenights a week each. During April and May 2020 we became brothers, always in sync and on the same. It showed me what a Gen and 1 Captain could do when they put in the work. Together with our Co-Founder KSI Dragons 7 (miss you buddy) it felt like we were holding Hellborn together like Spider-Man held that NYC Ferry together, barely and with a LOT of tape (he had spider webs, but same idea). Eventually we had a SSGT step up and last about a month. He wasn't too much help. Then June came around and @KSIxMissVixen stepped up to help out and @KSI JAK KNIFE 7 transferred over from Insanity. NOW we had real help. Hellborn started getting better and we were slowly able to start working in the right direction. Eventually the General started to become outright toxic towards the 7s Staff and eventually his Officer Staff, and he stepped down 8.26.19. And I took on the responsibilities of General of Hellborn on 9.8.19. Overtime, Hellborn slowly started to turn around and get better. We began to heal from wounds and mindsets imposed by leadership past. And now, a full year later, Hellborn is in the best shape I've ever seen it. Thanks to people like (and in no specific order) @KSI JAK KNIFE 7, @KSIxTHOR, @KSI Zordon, @Dragon 7, @KSI J0KER DM, @KSI Anxiety0, @KSI Dragon5, @KSI KENSHI, @KSI Lord Alcarin, @I AM W1CKED, @KSI Draco, @Scarface 77, @KSIxROMEO 7, @KSI Shockr 7, @DrinkYourDamTea, @KSI Empress1, @KSI Lancer, @KSI LesBean, @KSI Pastries 7, @KSI DntAsk 7, @KSI Joe 7, @KSI SZANDR, @KSI Soap 7, @Radioactive KIA, @KSI Fidelity, @KSI SinJeans, @KSI ninja dm80, @KSI Fats McGee, @KSI WinterMoth, @TheMightySquito, @KSI LacyJae3724, @Parzival, @KSI Fidelity, @KSI DC 7, @Airborne, @ThaHomieRonin and every single other friend & member who has been lucky enough to call Hellborn their home squad. Each and every one you has meant more than you know to me. 
 
Whether you're brand new to KSI and to Hellborn. Or you're Pastries (and Sungazer) and you just keep ending up here, no matter how hard you try. KSI is an amazing place that transforms a lot of lives. It brings a whole to meaning to gaming and to friendships. KSI is actually really simple, the more you put into KSI, the more you'll get out of it. Take it from the guy who's been an officer for nearly 2 years (or it's at least getting close to it), I've been in 4 different Departments, currently AAP Senior Staff and the Head of News, as well as a member of KSI's Leadership Council. The more effort you put into this community, even if it's just coming to more gamenights and meeting more people in Hellborn and across DM. The more you'll love being a member (or even a leader) here.
 
In the end, I want you guys to know how much you mean to me. I've spent countless hours gaming with everyone here over the past 18 months. Hosting what seems like infinite gamenights and watched people grow as members, officers, leaders, and people. YOU GUYS MEAN THE ABSOLUTE WORLD TO ME! I can say that a million times and none of you will ever know genuinely understand how much and how deeply I mean that. I mean it, wholeheartedly, to the core of my soul, with every breathe I take, and with every fiber of being. You guys mean EVERYTHING to me. At this point, Hellborn is my baby and I'd do anything I could for any of you guys.
 
As exhausting as being a General can be, I've got the best Officer Staff a I could ever dream of. I've gone to battle for them before and I'll do it again and again, every single time because they're worth it. I've seen this squad at its worst and at its best, it's capable of amazing things when people care and remember what's important. We as members, not leaders, are what make KSI amazing. If you make every decision with the member's happiness, safety, and well-being in mind. Then I can promise that you'll never make a bad choice, no matter how it may seem. 
 
I'm pretty sure I bleed that Hellborn Gold we rep in Discord btw. But you know I'll always be around.   
 
Love you guys,
KSI Uppish 7
 
PS I read it through and I still don't think I said it enough times. So I still you love you guys, even if you're goofy weirdos half the time. 

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I would like to think that since I spend WAY to much time with this man I completely know how to evade his ridiculous antics ,but alas no. I somehow Still get told “OH MY GOD...WOMAN” without any prompts or instigations. If it’s a Minecraft death or a GTA theft he always says “WOOOOW I SEE HOW IT IS”. Talk a about a man who sees the world in himself when he walks in a room. He is always the first one to point out he is the best of the best. This man is an emotional roller coaster that once you get on you can’t get off after you bought the ticket. He is a cupcake sprinkled with diva and Roosteriness for filling. With that being said, he may be The most drama filled queen I’ve ever met but I would never change the fact that I met him in the first place.

Division of choice is DM @VENUM 7

Basic Information:
Please list your current Gamertag:  
KSIxMissVixen
Please list ANY and ALL previous Gamertags:
Vixen_unadvised
KSIxMissVixen
Age:20

Gender:Female
 
What games do you prefer to play on a regular basis?:Bo4/MW,gta,smite,rainbow six,

 
What is your preferred method of contact? Ex: Email/Discord/KiK
Discord:MissVixen#2693
NOTE - Please provide usernames. (No telephone numbers):
 
In a few short sentences, please explain why you are looking to join/rejoin KSI:
I have more time to dedicate to KSI. 
What Division and Squad are you interested in joining, and why?
HellbornDM or Vanquished WD... these divisions and squads are where my heart is. I miss them very much.
NOTE - You are free to state "Any" division if you have no preference:

 
 
Background Information:
How did you hear about KSI?:
Looking for group post

How did you hear about the KSI website?
My general at the time 
Have you ever been a part of KSI?
If so, when?:
January 14 2019
If you have previously been a part of KSI, what was the name of the division and squad?:HellbornDM and Vanquished WD


If you have previously been a part of KSI, when did you leave?
October 29 2019
If you have previously been a part of KSI, what made you decide to leave?
Life had gotten to busy for me to keep up with my KSI duties
NOTE - Please provide an answer for each time if you have left KSI on multiple occasions.:
 
Have you ever been denied entry/re-entry into KSI?
no I have not
If so, please specify the date, reason, and provide a link to the application if possible.:

 
Please list ANY and ALL clans/communities you have previously been a part of:

None
How long were you involved with each clan/community?:
None
 
When did you leave each clan/community?:

None
Are you still a member of any of the clans or communities that you have listed above?:
None
 
Have you ever been blacklisted or DNH’d from KSI or any other community?
If so - when, and what was the reason?:
None

Have you ever been kicked or removed from a division or squad within KSI, or any other community?
If so - when, and what was the reason?:
None

Have you ever been banned from KSI or any other community?
If so - when, and what was the reason?:
None
Would you say you have left KSI or any past clans or communities that you have listed above on good terms?
None 
 
Agreements:
Can you accept the fact that KSI is a structured organization, and requires the ability to work with over 100+ team-mates?
Yes I can 
Are you able to respect the leaders who have been put in place, while recognizing that those leaders come from all walks of life and may hold opposing beliefs and/or life choices, and stay level headed regarding such?
Yes I am 
Do you plan on taking advantage of any of the KSI learning programs?
(Graphics - Leadership Development - Web Administration, ect..):
Most likely I will try and continue my workshops
Have you read and do you fully understand and also agree to uphold the KSI Code of Conduct along with the XBOX Live Terms of service?:
Yes I have 
Do you understand that purposely excluding relevant information while filling out this application is grounds for the denial of your entrance into KSI?
Yes I do 
Is there any other information that you feel should be included on your application?
None

PINEAPPLE 

I lean towards the darker stuff, like dragons and skulls... You can see most of them in my mobile uploads on my facebook 

Captain 
KSI UppishB592
1CPT / Hellborn DM
@KSI UppishB592#3386 
Uppish puts himself out there, often mingling with other squads, as well as his own of course. In addition, he steps up and helps any member that asks questions in Discord, even if they aren't in his own squad. With help from Uppish, his squad is going in the right direction. Hellborn is developing a more positive and upbeat attitude. The communication between the officer staff is becoming more open and consistent. And even this past week's gamenight attendance shows these changes are already working for the better. Uppish is also constantly helping newer members answering are questions or just making you feel welcomed making sure you enjoy your stay in KSI. He has this magical way of making people feel calm, safe, and comfortable around him. No matter what the situation, Uppish stays calm and collected and knows what to do. This man goes above and beyond of what is asked of him, regardless of how tall the task is. I couldn’t be anymore grateful for this man’s work ethic and his sacrifice of sleep and energy for this community. Everytime I see him hop online I glow with excitement and I never thought of him as anything less than truest of friends.
 

KSIxMissVixen
1Lt
Hellborn

@KSI Gruntier 7  I’m up for L.E.A.D  KSIxMissVixen

@KSI UppishB592 
Award - Outstanding Service 1
Reasoning - When I first joined KSI, it’s not hard for me to say that I had a rough start. After everything was said and done, I had no one and it seemed like my time in KSI had come to an end. With most people thinking one way of me,Uppish was never swayed by the opinions of others and chose to get to know me himself.
As I sit here writing this, with a heavy heart filled with love and respect for this man and tears in my eyes thinking of his impact on my life as a mentor. I couldn’t be happier and proud to say that he is the reason I stayed in KSI. Him giving me a chance and taking me in when it felt like no one else wanted me around was a gift all on its own. He made my decision to stay all worth while in the end.
After some time has passed, it’s safe for me to say I have made the best of memories, the most worth while of lessons that I couldn’t learn on my own and friends I could call family.
Through his mindset  ,cheerfulness, and sense of leadership he was able to give me a second chance. He never gave up on me even though the entire time I was ready to give up on myself. To Uppish I will be  eternally  grateful for all that he has given me and even more grateful for the lessons, friends, and memories yet to come.
He has done so much for me, I was just a small part of KSI and if he was able to put that much effort into one person, I can’t imagine the amount of effort he puts into everything else, not just in KSI.

GT - KSI Nevermore
Rank - General
Squad / Div - Hellborn DM
@KSI Nevermore
Award - DRAMA QUEEN
Reasoning - This man is one of the most silly people I have ever met ever since I have joined KSI. No matter how silly he may be, he will fight for all the members in his squad. He always manages give a magic to every party he enters and always leaves with a bang. With his knack for giving out “demerits”and threatening to give people ice cream just to knock it out of their hands, his personality is one for the books. I can safely say he is a wonderful person with a sense of humor that reaches everyone and I’m proud to call him my general and even more proud to call him my friend. With his entire being, he is one heckin deathly drama queen 

General
KSI Nevermore (Gen Hellborn / DM)
Link: @ksi nevermore 
Reasoning: Nevermore is incredible, he is always making an effort to make people feel welcomed. He runs a warm, fun-loving squad that I’m proud to be a part of.
Captain 
KSI UppishB592 (1CPT Hellborn / DM)
Link: @KSI UppishB592 
Reasoning: Even before I joined Hellborn Uppish has been there to help me every step of the way. He’s helped make my fears my strengths, and he’s smoothed the route for me to make friends. Uppish is always there for people who need help. He is nice ,outgoing and very understanding. He has a magic with making people feel comfortable and carefree.He is deserving of this award and so much more. He is an amazing captain and an even more amazing friend
CoFounder
KSI Dragons 7 (CoFo / DM)
Link: @Dragons
Reasoning why they deserve this - Dragons is an awesome person, and a true asset to KSI. He’s a genuinely nice, kind, sweet, & a caring person who reached out to me and helped to make my experience truly amazing. He is one the reasons I stayed in KSI along with many other officers and captains. He a big inspiration to all that know him and he stands for reason and understanding. He strives to be the best that he can be even with life being in the way. 
 

KSIxMissVixen,SGT,Hellborn