Family

[MissXenocide 3]

In the last few weeks my division and squad have made me prouder than anything. Shadow Rising, no matter how many people say "It is so small," or "It will be closed down soon." This division has shined so bright to the people in it that they think anything is possible. The most important thing in Shadow Rising is that we treat EVERYONE like family!! No one goes un-talked to. Family within KSI is the most important thing. Everyone looks at our division with eyes of scurinty because of our numbers....who the hell cares about a bunch of numbers. If you come into a party with us...or hell even a game night with any of the three sqauds. You can tell that no one feels odd man out. Shadow Rising in my eyes has became more than just a division that holds memebers. It has became a home for those in it. We may be werid, we may creep others out, and hell we might be Pokemon but, all that really matters is that we are here for one another though everything. Look at Silence for instance (not just bragging guys). Silence has been through hell and back mutiple times, and it is finally standing strong. Even Twisted has been through hell and back, but we NEVER gave up. Blood Sweat and Tears is what they say right? Well tears and sweat and a lot of hard work we manganged to get this divison right where it needs to be. This divison might not be the best or the biggest but it is my home now and i refuse to back down.

[KSI GROUDON 0]

[KSI CraziAngel 1]

I Love our Family we have going on. Even if we do fool around a lot we get the job done! But what that job really consists of is being a friend, family member and most of all a caring person to all that you meet, it also is recruiting members into the family as a new born baby and raising them to be a strong young man or women. For me and I know for a lot of other members in Shadow Rising the job doesn't end when you sign off of X-Box live. Personally I love you all more then I love my blood family and that is because of how they have treated me during my life! I have NEVER been treated without respect. We have our problems here and there but doesn't everyone? Like you just stated PIXIE we may not be the best or biggest BUT we love each other to no end. Most of us would do ANYTHING for another family member here in KSI Shadow Rising. The tears and the pain just make us stronger and every tear that falls is one more reason to do better. To make this family better and stronger then any other family. I got on X-box live when I was 13 on December 26 2007 and it automatically became an escape from my real life, and now it's yes still an escape from my real life but also a place were I know for a fact that I will be accepted for who I am and not what I can offer! I'm with you PIXIE this Division and most of all this Squad is my home and I will not back down I will stand up for all of you no matter what it takes, and no matter what I have to do to help you guys and girls!

[KSI Hallowed 7 0]

And this is coming from an old blood KSI member, I am happy to see a squad and also a division that is actually working together and willing to help each other regardless of the situations and be a support to one and other. Shadow Rising is a division reminds me of Last Strike, my first home in KSI back about 2-3 years ago, was completely priceless and so many great members, creating and making memories that has helped to grow a division that wasn't stable or strong for that matter. All i will say is Shadow Rising PLEASE continue what you guys are doing and keep yourselves going strong and united. Each of the people within SR currently is what i wished when i used to run one of the great squads, Phantom LS.

[UBER 7 110]

This is Awesome! SR is one of the best families i was ever apart of in KSI I love all of you guys!!!

[KSI CraziAngel 1]

You know yesterday I was really upset that my parents were not going to renew my gold if I go to college and since I flipped out and said well that's my escape from the world so I'm not going to college and knowing that no matter what I did they were not going to renew my gold. I sent out a message saying I had to choice but to leave KSI and I cried when typing that message. After that I got on Skype and talked to PIXIE she helped me through part of it but I just needed to lay down. I turned off my laptop and packed up my X-Box 360. I was laying in bed and all I heard was PIXIE telling me it will all be okay and to get back online. After like an hour I turned my laptop on and checked my messages. Everyone was sad to see me go and I hated sending that message because I didn't want to go. I open a message from KSI lRedRuml offering to give me a month of gold. I thought to myself I can't take that it's not there responsibility to provide me with gold. I told him I couldn't ask him or anyone else for gold. I was also talking to PIXIE on Skype and she offered to give me gold. Again thought to myself i can't and told her that. She explained to me that know one wants to see me leave because we are FAMILY and if I can't get gold then she and others would help. I won't lie i started to cry. lRedRuml did end up giving me a one month and I was just so graceful to know that when a family member is in need people help that member out! Others have offered me gold and I feel like even though I said it's okay they are still going to get me gold. I want to say this if you guys ever need ANYTHING that i can help you with let me know. I know when I go to college I am going to try my best to get a job and when I do I will help with like tournaments and things like that. BUT if you ever need ANYTHING else let me know and i will do my best to help and honestly if I can't I will find someone who can! i love all of you and NOTHING will ever changed that. Like said to KSI Hallowed 7 and KSI Celebi (PIXIE) I will stay in KSI Global until I die! I don't care if I am on life support if I can kinda talk and move my hands I will be in KSI Global! I Love KSI Global i really do!!

LOVE,

~ KSI CraziAngel ~

[MissXenocide 3]

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