KSIdontask

Meditation Mob
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About KSIdontask

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  • Birthday August 30

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Interests
    I play the bass so I flip over music. I love words, I might not talk much in the party but I'm listening. (and some times I've been known to come out of my shell). I write but the topics arent easy. I work with high-risk youth and tell them H.ang O.n P.ain E.nds. and that yes, life sucks and sometimes it sucks the big one but I will be there anytime and anywhere. They are my passion. They are not perfect but they are super incredible
  • Gamertag
    KSIDntAskImAwfl
  • Date Recruited
    2.24.2018
  • Squad
    Venom
  • Division
    DM
  • Rank/Title
    SSGT

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  1. Spirit Week Forums Challenge 2019!!!!!!!

    DM represent
  2. Life without the military?

    This would be a really tough one for me man. I planned on being a lifer when I joined the Marines just simply because I felt I really didn't fit in the civilian world. Due to circumstances I am now a 100 % permanently disabled vet and back in the civilian world. Just because I planned to be a lifer doesn't mean I wouldn't have changed my mind as time went by. I value everything the military taught me and yes, even the Poop I went through because it made me a lot less of a me person and now I concentrate on those around me. I guess it all comes down to have you learned all the lessons that the military gives you the opportunity to learn. Take advantage of everything you can and if you have then it's time to move on even if it means change. Change can be scary but it can also mean growth. And what good is living if we aren't growing? I'm just a nobody but that would be my opinion.
  3. AMA - KSI FadeZ 7 (2nd Edition)

    Do you dream?
  4. Member Retention

    Thank you for recognizing this exact thing. Sure wish we could see so much more of this. "people who understood that at the end of the day if we made a difference and somebody’s day it was all worth it." Maybe one by one we can turn some of the "I"s to "We"s.
  5. PubG or Fortnite?

    Definitely PubG, I'm just not into the animated as much.
  6. So You Think You Can Write - June 2019

    Gamertag: KSIDntAskImAwfl Division: DM My Dinner Party Guest #1: My son Joseph Why: He is the whole reason I ever picked up a controller to begin with. He started out playing Halo when it first came out and that's what he wanted to do for his special time together with mom. We eventually made it through the Halo series (except Halo 5) all on legendary before he suffered from extreme depression and passed away at age 15. He was my best friend. We watched the Walking Dead together, gamed and were roller coaster fanatics together. I miss our light saber battles and nerf gun wars, 3 story laser tag competitions and paint ball battles. He was a one of a kind. There would definitely be Nirvana in the background at my dinner party since we listened to it a lot together. Guest #2: Victor Wooten Why: As a bass guitarist, this guy is my idol. I put my bass down when I lost my son and haven't played it since. I've had 2 request to play again and I think I'm about ready. Victor is a fantastic motivator. I saw him once at a bar jam and he is so humble and easy to talk to. You would never know he won 5 Grammys. I would love the chance to get to know him better just as a person. Guest #3: My Meditation Coach (his name shall remain anonymous). Why: This guy has helped me through some seriously tough, tough times. He has worked coinciding with my PTSD therapy whether it was out patient or in patient and is , let's just say, mind blowing. We live 1800 miles apart and have never met but this dinner party would be a great chance to. I have been in therapy with the VA for 5 years and I have made huge progress since he was added a year and a half ago. We have become very close friends and he is definitely welcome at my dinner table. Guest #4: Corrie ten Boom Why: A woman of unbelievable strength. I have often looked to her life experiences and struggles of being held in a nazi concentration camp as a "political " for hiding Jewish friends from the Gestapo and the courage she learned, to inspire me to not give up in life. Life sucks, and sometimes it sucks the big one. I believe that we can draw strength from learning about others that have it worse then us and the courage that they display to keep going against all odds. I have often drawn strength from her life story while going through all the crap I go through in life. Guest #5: Tupac Shakur Why: Because its 2Pac. Would love to meet him. Guest #6: The fellow Marine that was a one night stand. (Not what you think) Why: As I was being medivacked back to the states after my trauma, this guy stayed by my side for 16 hours. I was extremely scared and did not trust anyone and this guy was so good at calming me down. There is no way I can describe how awful and messed up everything was but he took care of me the whole flight. When we landed in the states and they where taking me off the medivac he put his Marine Corp ring in my hand and promised me it would get better and I would be ok. Everytime I look at that ring I think about how it has gotten better and even though its been a long long road he was right. He is a true hero to me and I have no clue who he is. I would love to have him at my dinner party so that he could see just how right he was and how great a person he really is. Guest #7: Finally "Lucy", not the comedian but the character of the 2014 movie. Why: I was asked to watch this movie as part of my therapy and it has stayed in my brain every since. Short story, my trauma, I was taken in a foreign country while serving in the military and held captive for 2 weeks. Now, of course, going back and destroying the d*ckw*ds that did what they did to me is not an option but I would love to speak to the character "Lucy" because she did get to do that exact thing. Good therapy lol.
  7. RiiOTs SoTD

  8. Which Flavour Of Ice Cream Are You?

    Pink Lemonade Pop Rocks Because I'm not popular and no ones really heard of me but if you get to know me I do have some fun surprises to add to the relationship.
  9. what is your go to food at a buffet table?

    Coconut shrimp, so yummy.
  10. Which Drink Best Accompanies Your Breakfast?

    Me too, cold one being a Monster
  11. What is your favorite decade if music

    Definitely 80's
  12. RiiOTs SoTD

  13. Music and Lyrics

    It's all about the lyrics for me. I listen to all genres because it's the depth of the words that grab me. An example of some lyrics from one of the deepest songs I relate to "From a distance my choice is simple From a distance I can entertain So you can see me I put makeup on my face But there's no way you can feel it From so far away I'll be your clown Behind the glass Go 'head and laugh 'Cause it's funny I would too if I saw me I'll be your clown On your favorite channel My life's a circus, circus Round in circle I'm selling out tonight"
  14. Favorite Movie?

    The Matrix "You take the blue pill—the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill—you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes. Remember: all I'm offering is the truth."